Thiel- You are loved. Indeed you are love itself. Consider a game. A game where all the players are limited to certain moves. The players are able to move only in certain ways and react in certain ways and be in certain ways. The game is involved but simple at the same time. You must traverse the board and move in ways that prolong the game but also bring the game to its end in a satisfying way for all the players.
I look at my life now and see twists and turns my journey has taken due to the choices I made along the way. There were times that I thought just to stop and not go further for the present was too painful. Then the road would open, and I could see a better tomorrow a little further up the path.